Exhaustion & Frustration Dun Dun Dun

Well now, i know lately that a lot of my postings have sounded a bit moany, and rant like, but they've got good reason to.

You see I can't get no sleep. None at all. Most of the time it's due to the fact that the minute my head hits the pillow thoughts just swirl into my head and I cannot stop thinking. I could be thinking about college work, Jason, home, any silly
little thing and that would keep me awake. So I think I over-think, my mind runs away with itself, and thats ok it's my fault.

But, when I am absolutely wrecked and just about to go asleep and you hear a "Certain kind of noise"-you know what noise I'm on about when someone is you know.......But jesus like you'd think that the noise would be minimalized because they know your in the apartment or the other reason that the walls are like paper thin, and by paper i mean you could hear a pin drop-LITERALLY.

I mean I have my I_POD blaring music and I can still hear it then I said, "F**k it! I'll go down to the living room and try sleep, but that didn't work either because there was a big spring jutting into my back, like basically killing me. So I waited, and waited, and waited.........................

4.45 am not a sound to be heard so I built up the courage to venture down to my room where finally, there was not a sound to be heard. I managed to get to sleep but didn't manage to get up in time for college, but in my defence, do you blame me?

Well anyway I'm thinkin of getting like you know those ear/head phones things that builders wear, that like block out huge amounts of sound, I think that could work! And then I could get some sleep.

So that's why it's called exhaustion and frustration because i'm frustrated at the lack of consideration and lack of sleep.
Like all girls need there beauty sleep.

xxxxx