Me, Myself and I- an ickle bit boring-ha

Well i suppose i should have done this as my first blog but as they say better late then never. So my name is Eimear O'Brien, but you already know that. I was born 03/07/1988 in Johannesberg,South Africa. My mother is South African and my Dad is Irish so i suppose that makes me and afro-irish, or something like that.

I came to Ireland when i was 7 after living a year in germany and 2 years in Holland. All of this is because my Dad was an electric engineer so we moved around a lot, but I've been living here 12 years now so I shall not be moving anywhere else until I'm older and if I want to move away from this country, which is probably more than likely going to happen.

Em, I have one brother, Peter who's 18 and one sister, Sinead who is 15 going on 21.
But I suppose they are not the worst siblings you could have.

I live in Casletown, which is in the sticks in between Arklow and Gorey. But i Went to school in St. Mary's College, Arklow, an all girls catholic school, but know i'm not religious.

So i did my leaving Cert there and decided to go to DKIT to study PR and that's an experience in itself, but it's all good. Everyone is so nice and I've met loads of new people and made great friends.

But I miss my friends back home sometimes and Jason too, but I get to see them them weekends, when I'm not working as a receptionist in the Woodenbridge Hotel, Avoca.

Exhaustion & Frustration Dun Dun Dun

Well now, i know lately that a lot of my postings have sounded a bit moany, and rant like, but they've got good reason to.

You see I can't get no sleep. None at all. Most of the time it's due to the fact that the minute my head hits the pillow thoughts just swirl into my head and I cannot stop thinking. I could be thinking about college work, Jason, home, any silly
little thing and that would keep me awake. So I think I over-think, my mind runs away with itself, and thats ok it's my fault.

But, when I am absolutely wrecked and just about to go asleep and you hear a "Certain kind of noise"-you know what noise I'm on about when someone is you know.......But jesus like you'd think that the noise would be minimalized because they know your in the apartment or the other reason that the walls are like paper thin, and by paper i mean you could hear a pin drop-LITERALLY.

I mean I have my I_POD blaring music and I can still hear it then I said, "F**k it! I'll go down to the living room and try sleep, but that didn't work either because there was a big spring jutting into my back, like basically killing me. So I waited, and waited, and waited.........................

4.45 am not a sound to be heard so I built up the courage to venture down to my room where finally, there was not a sound to be heard. I managed to get to sleep but didn't manage to get up in time for college, but in my defence, do you blame me?

Well anyway I'm thinkin of getting like you know those ear/head phones things that builders wear, that like block out huge amounts of sound, I think that could work! And then I could get some sleep.

So that's why it's called exhaustion and frustration because i'm frustrated at the lack of consideration and lack of sleep.
Like all girls need there beauty sleep.

xxxxx

The Green Eyed Monster Re-Appears

Well now, by the green eyed monster i mean JEALOUSY-just for those that didn't cop it! But anyway the reason I've brought up this topic is because of MEN! Yes i know, all you girls are nodding going-" Yes all men are jealous!" Well most anyway.

But how come when you are in a relationship, you are unable to have a platonic relationship with another male without your boyfriend getting jealous. I can't fathom the fact that if you have male friends that your boyfriend thinks you are "interested" in him. Does this mean that they are insecure with themselves or is it their ego?

Will there ego not allow them to accept the fact that when we talk to other males that its just as friends. I mean just because when a man talks to a woman, it means he's interested in her and wants to get something from her, doesn't mean that a woman has the same idea.

Its the 21st Century we're living in, i think it's about time, we can have a boyfriend as well as male friends, without your partner becoming paranoid that you're textin other guy's or thinking that there is something going on.

Okay well I've had my rant LOL its done I shall never speak of it again.

My Graphic Design Project-Ta Da

Well here ya go this is my poster that i did for graphic design. It's advertising the Berlin Love Parade. This is one of the biggest dance festivals in the world. It peaked in 1999 when an estimated 1.5 million ravers went to it on the streets of berlin.

The first time I ever heard of The Berlin Love Parade,
was in the film Chasing Liberty, with Mandy Moore.
IT was a pretty good film-well if you like chick flicks which i do, they're brilliant-lol

Anyway hopefully next year i'll be going if a manage to not go shopping everyday!!!!

MY DAY TODAY 27-11-07!!!!!!!!!!NOT BORING

Okay so yesterday was terrible stressin over this horrid project that took ages to finish and in the process i suffered 3 mini heart attacks, while trying to print it. REALLY REALLY was nerve racking-LOL But anyway all i would have liked to do was have a few- ok maybe a lot of alcohol but no........COLIN had to set this stupid exam for today... like 9 installments of 8 page sheets that i had to learn in one night. It was very daunting and trying to study was even worse. So I said that i would study after HOME AND AWAY, tried and none of it was going in at all it was like CHINESE! Like seriously i didnt even know what B2B, B2C OR C2C. And i like smoked too much nearly a whole box it was terrible, i was like a chimney.

So chloe and myself came up with this brilliant idea, we thought that if we went to bed early (12am) that we would be up and ready for 7 to study. But that didnt work as i kept on running into the living room and talking then trying to sleep but i think it was like at 3 before i got to sleep. So we didnt even get the chance to study in the morning.

So came in today really tired and sick and had to do this exam which was just one of two we had today. And like when i have my own PR Company I'll hire people to do this for me and it was a theory exam and i hate theory exam STICK TO PRACTICAL EXAM's they're much better!!!

And i failed it too so that 40% gone which like, totally sucks! So now tonight I'm going to have some retail therapy, and if that doesnt work the alcohol will be out!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If this dont work its this-------------------------------->

THE MORAL IS THAT WE SHOULD NOT HAVE HAD THIS EXAM AN EXTENSION WOULD HAVE BEEN GOOD!!!!!!!!!

Martha Beck A Murderess

Beck, Martha ( -1951) (Murderess) "My story is a love story, but only those who are tortured by love can understand what I mean. I was pictured as a fat, unfeeling woman. True, I am fat, but if that is a crime, how many of my sex are guilty. I am not unfeeling, stupid or moronic. My last words and my last thoughts are: Let him who is without sin cast the first stone." (Before execution.)

These were the last words of Martha Beck, who was a murderess, due to the fact that her mother used to insult her. Because she was bullied for being fat and maturing physically and possessing a body of a woman when she was 10 and a sex drive of a woman as well. She became a nurse because, "I chose this profession," she wrote, "without thought of self and want to prepare myself for this profession, not for material gains but for the purpose of aiding humanity and rendering service to others."

She was a very good nurse a got a promotion becoming the super intendent of the hospital, But still, she was depressed and yearned for the day when she could have a man all to herself, a man that would give her sexual fulfillment, companionship and, above all, the kind of love she read about for years in the hundreds of magazines that lay strewn all over her apartment.

After she divorced her husband she met Raymond Fernandez, who she thought was the man of her dreams but he turned her into a murderess and she later said that and it went downhill from there!

But they were caight and sentence to death and i just liked her last words, because they're so true so many people cast judgement against people who are fat and dont fit into what other people expect which is totally wrong so remeber don't bully cause one day they might just kill you-LOL

Boredom

NOTE: I apologize for this in advance i was just so so so so bored

Well we all know of it, its one of those things that we can't avoid, and that at some stage will actually effect us!!!This "Boredom" may effect you when you're up in the early hours of the morning, and everyone else in your house is asleep.

Or it could be when you are in a class listening to your most boring and dull teacher!But for most people it happens when they are alone and have absolutely nothing to do.Where you find yourself watching shitty true movies or possibly writing shit like this. Where nothing, you try to occupy your mind with seems interesting or fulfilling.

Where nothing enraptures your total attention and when you just want to go to sleep.But for someone who is sleep deprived and is suffering from temporary insomnia-your fooked trust me! But dont worry guys this will pass-thank god, and tomorrow you will not be bored.

But for you poor hopeless people out there who have consistant "boredom" and suffer it fulltime you're just dull and you were born with it its natures will! (A bit harsh)

And i dont care cause i'm not one of them. And now i'm finished cause after reading this you will probably think i'm nuts-fair enough. But you actually took the time to read this so what does that actually say about you!!!!

And there's this site that you can go to that will help you a bit www.bored.com !!!!